Monday, August 2, 2010

Paradise Falls

How can something that felt so up
bring me so down
on the wings of love
we've been clipped now
the air has left
imagination bound
i still have dreams of paradise falls
and cross my heart hope to die
a lifetime of memories couldnt buy
a quiet place next to a waterfall of dreams
im just an old man...dealing with the loss of his ellie
but you never know
who the future might bring
heres to new adventures
and a small house floating on big dreams

Monday, July 5, 2010

Maybe

Maybe my love was untrue

too

it didnt take that long for me to be fine without you

didnt hurt so bad to see you with your next
i suggest that i keep my feelings off of my chest

and keep it on the task at hand

expand

becoming a better man

the truth

your happiness is proof

and she seems to be successful at you

i failed at love..nothing is full proof

but maybe just maybe

this is what we were destined to do

open up each other

for the real truth

i see it for you
and her

cheers

k-l-s

Friday, July 2, 2010

Words

words unspoken

thought provoking

to be or not to be

i'll never give another human being the power of a diety

i love me

finally

....i can admit

i missed me

did you?

K_L_S

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Should I?

Should i speak my words

release all this love for these two very important women who arent in my life anymore

i need one

its like yelling


the build up its creating a block

heart strings pulling heavy

and in fear of a attack of the heart

i should speak my words

something like evasive
life saving surgery


its split in half

my heart is

i want it back in one piece

K-L-S

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

this last girl

this last girl
i just wanted to eat her pussy all day
it was like candy

cameo

is there a difference between dick love and head love

i've had girls i loved and i just wanted to dick em every day

but this last girl

i just wanted to eat her pussy all day
like candy

k-l-s

FUCK!!

fuck
fuck
FUCK
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

excuse my language

k-l-s

sensitivity

its something about a woman

who touches me deeply

makes me act crazy in love

beyonce......

K-L-S

She Hate Me

Hurting
is never a reason to hurt


and words mean nothing
based on when they were spoken

forgiveness is possible

but not right now

She Hate ME

and i am making it so easy

my soul
is tortured

i continue to make her HATE me
my hurt needing hate to heal
i HATE ALL OF YOU
who dont know me
and who judge me
you simply have the pleasure of dating people with closed mouths
and silent blogs
unfortunately my loud ass past
stretches long
and exposes my flaws and ALL

i just want the truth
or i guess i wanted her to stay and continue to get abused
either way im confused
fucked up
she's through

regardless of her personal choices
i invaded private spaces and voices
erased what could not be replaced
as if...minus the archiving of fears
i could escape one undeniable truth

She Hate Me

right about now i Hate Me too

k-l-s

Monday, June 28, 2010

The Learning Tree

the truth showed me how false the idea was
even scientists dream
they call theirs theories
us creative types discover from interacting
emotional reacting
but it was the woman i thought loved me the most that taught me
love does not exist
or maybe that she held it in the minimalist
depth without deepness
the bounce back from anger:attractiveness
ratio
guess my cute wore out
but you are who my songs should be about?
"stop making it seem like i did you dirty"
completely oblivious to the way you now SEEM to me
the same people you cant stand to see
are the same ones who hold weight in everything you be
cant stand these dykes but be at everyone of their parties
here's a toast to the AMERICAN DREAM
with the rainbow hanging from the learning tree
cause she's got a nu nu
that makes her believe in love that is true---true
of course in time
of course shes gotta pick up the pieces.RIGHT
but distraction comes in plain packages
and its plain to see
that if love can exist for years
and be deflected in a moment of urgency
then urgently
take me of the Love Donor Registry
and alleviate the symptoms associated with believing
but let me clarify
procedurally
that her presenting falsity
was a consequence of my impropriety
lets not focus on the immediate acquisition of devotion
but on the moment I created that brought her picture
new focus

FUCK YOU AND IT
poetically spoken

cheers darling two words i will say
"carpe diem"
go ahead sieze the day

go head

K-L-S Original

Change Clothes

Change Clothes
then i gotta go
i was so busy holding on to love that i didnt comprehend the freedom in letting go
no more apologizing for past mistakes
the endless possibilites
with endless slates
i met a woman just yesterday
and i was blown away
she asked what's your name
a brand new chance to
be
what i had always planned
good at love
and never again will i fall
for other peoples forced facades
i am who i am
i accept the charge
but i wont stay down every fall
i gotta get up
maybe today i'll find a mary jane
who is into my smoking and video game ways

the possibilites
endless
but first i gotta go home
and change clothes

then go.

K-L-S Original

Friday, June 25, 2010

When?

when will the sadness go away?
when will the clouds part and give way to the suns warming rays?

i never dreamed you'd leave in Summer.

K-L-S Original